Saturday, 17 February 2018

Is it : Plagiarism?

When a persons gathers information from a source or victim you most give credit to that source or victim.
Meaning that credit doesn't go to that person who writes about that information that person has no credit without that source or victim , and what really gets me is when a person gathers information from a source or victim that person will speak about that information just like that source or victim did using phrases , and speaking just like that person would and quoting things like that source or victim would total Plagiarism IMO!
Give credit where credit is due, meaning the acknowledgment should be to the person who deserves it not the person who wrote it you know how hard it is for sources or victims to open up to anyone and most sources or victims do not just open up to anyone earthier they must really trust that person to give such personal information , and such private information and to open up and tell you such information isn't easy for most victims and sources some sources that are victims dont want to be a source they just want someone to listen to them hear them and acknowledge them.
And those that email me and tell me information i will never take credit for information for those that gave me information that is just wrong so to those that email me just know i would never do that i have had it happen to me the last couple of months , and i have come to my last straw and one more post , and one more thing i will be posting the truth because this person shouldn't be taking information that i privately told that person , and it wasn't meant to be posted on the internet this person never once asked me they just went ahead and posted things i told them in confidence i thought this person would keep it between us and no one else , and this person has let a lot slips not only in front of others but on the internet , and it needs to stop or i am going to post about this person , and show and prove how much this person betrayed me , and how they betrayed me , and used me it needs to stop you want to use the internet to exploit me ill do the same to you and will see how creditable you are , and how much credit you have in the information you post maybe its time you feel what it feels like to be betrayed , lied to , and hurt by a person you trusted and confided in out of confidence which turns out that means nothing to you could careless but to take other peoples stories , and spin them off with your own little twist which is sick and twisted to take a vulnerable person such as my self , and not to mention the words you called me FYI thats abuse its called mental , emotional , and psychological abuse , and total mental emotional and psychological torment.  

Monday, 5 February 2018

Lindsay Buziak

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I Honestly do not think Matt had anything to do with Lindsay's murder i think Jason is the one that had her murdered think about it Jason did not go to the home or inside the home to make sure hes girlfriend was safe instead he drives up front then moves to the side the house , and waits over 30 minutes before checking on Lindsay and Jason said he had a feeling something was wrong , and then he goes to the side the house to get hes friend to hop over the fence to go through the back door , and how does he know the back door was open? how come he never checked the windows? then after having hes friend goes and opens the back door and lets Jason in at the front door Jason goes back to the front and waits at the front door , and then runs up the stairs , and finds Lindsay in the bedroom on the second floor why didnt he check the main floor? he went straight to the bedroom on the second floor how would he know where Lindsay was? and the way Jason has acted after Lindsay was stabbed to death he showed no emotion he sounds like a narcissist , and a sociopath , and i think Jason knew Lindsay was going to leave him , and Jason couldn't handle that if he couldn't have Lindsay no one else could Matt was very open and honest about him and Lindsay's relationship he said Lindsay was feisty , and I believe Lindsay got feisty with Jason , and Jason did not like that , and it was a punch to his ego that Lindsay did not want to be with him anymore Jason may think he got away with murder but the truth always comes out , and eventually Jason will be arrested and charged and held accountable i do not believe hes story hes story does not add up only the truth makes sense , and hes behavior , actions , and choices before Lindsay was stabbed to death and after Lindsay was stabbed to death makes no sense , and only the truth makes sense and the truth will come out , and those responsible will be arrested and charged with murder i do not believe Jason did this alone i believe he had help and those that are involved will be charged including Jason.

Lindsays Father has created a website :

                              RIP Lindsay Buziak                                    

Monday, 29 January 2018

Dede Croy Realtor and Groomer

Dede Croy on youtube is amazing i love her and her work she does i have learned a lot from her , and her videos i wanted to share her youtube channel , and other links to her social media pages and website to support her , and share her informational , educational videos with others out there that want to learn how to groom there own dogs! 
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Sunday, 28 January 2018

We Need to Talk with Kris Godinez

I came across this channel on youtube : We Need to Talk with Kris Godinez I find her videos to be very helpful , and educational I have learned a lot about abusers , abuse and the red flags , signs , and symptoms to watch out for and see and acknowledge and she looks at things the way I do by saying actions speak louder then words as she mentions in her other videos , and its so true I just wanted to share this channel and her videos , and pass on the information she provides in her videos on her youtube channel here are some the videos on her channel:

Thanks Kris Godinez for your videos , and channel and the education and information its been so helpful , and I am so grateful that you share the information you do for victims , and now I want to share your videos , education and information you share in your videos to help other victims from there abusers and abuse.

Kris Godinez also talks about mental health , and disorders on her videos.

Thursday, 25 January 2018

Find something better to do with your time

So I want to address this I can see my stats on my blog , and when , where and how many views I get , and where my views are coming from , and I would like a certain someone that I have spoken about on my blog , and what this person has done to me this person abused me mentally , emotionally , psychologically , and physically stop reading , and viewing my blog if you want to do something with your time instead of reading my blog and viewing my blog go see a doctor , psychiatrist , and get a diagnosis , and get into treatment you have some serious issues , and you stalking me , and continuing to stalk me , and read and view my blog just shows how obsessed you are , and how sick you truly are I did not create this blog for people to stalk me , and allow my abuser to know what is going on in my life in the past this person would go on another social media meant for people with PTSD to try , and harass , and stalk me this person was later banned from the site , and after being banned this person shows up at my house and then calling people in my life asking about me , and wanting to know information about me now this person can not do that so now this person resorts to stalking , reading , and viewing my blog just so you know I know you have , and are viewing my blog , and you need to stop if it continues i will put a stop to it you need to move on , and find someone else to use as your punching bag , and stop tormenting me , and trying to find out information about me document this , and i will continue to screen shot every time you read and view my blog just like I documented everything else you did , and put me through leave me alone , and go on with your life , and stop obsessing over what I am doing , and writing about on my blog , and go get some help I do not need your negativity , drama , and obsession over me and what I am doing put on to my blog this blog is for me to talk about my experiences and others that have gone through things like I have and share there stories along with mine this is a pure example of victims having there abusers follow them , and stalk them , and harass them its honestly sick , and this person really needs to leave me alone , and go get some serious help , and get into treatment this just shows and proves how sick and twisted you really are , and shows and proves you really need to get help and get into treatment you just cant leave me alone your still trying to control me on my own blog by viewing and reading my blog this is my last , and final warning , and I am not going to post about you again this is my one and only time I am going to address this on my blog because you are not the center my world nor are you going to control me over social media again like you did before thinking of it now regardless if you get a diagnosis , and get into treatment , and get on medication you will never change because you are in denial , and always have been and always will be just leave me alone! and stay the hell away from me and my blog!

Tuesday, 23 January 2018

Some the trauma and assaults I have been subjected to , and the photos , crown , and the police

I can not put in words how hard this is for me , and how hard it is for me to talk about these assaults but I think I need to talk about them for the past couple of years (2-3) and what I have been subjected to I have been through a great deal of abuse mental , emotional , psychological , verbal , and physical abuse , and the violence I have seen the drug users , and alcoholics I have been subjected to causes me a great deal of torment the reason I am talking about this is because when you try and hold these people accountable they get away with it I can only speak for my self and what I have experienced , and the torment I live with day in and day out ,  and this is only some the trauma and assaults and abuse I have experienced in the past couple of years and seeing the pictures , and scars , and being reminded of not only the physical damage its done to me but the damage its caused me mentally , emotionally , and psychologically , and people look at me and don't see the hurt and pain I have and continue to endure everyday , and it doesn't get easier with time it gets worse , and when you keep having one traumatic event after another happen it doesn't help it only makes it harder to recover , and it hurts more not to be able to get closure , and not to have these people that did this to me held accountable because if they'll do it to me they'll do it to someone else , and when will police or crown or the justice system say enough is enough this is why there is so many people that suffer with mental health problems and mental illness , and drug abuse , and people drinking and turning into drug addicts or alcoholics because that is the only way they can manage and cope and in some cases it results in death or murder or suicide with the trauma the flash backs the emotions and feelings it becomes to overwhelming you just want to numb your self and you don't want to feel anymore , and you just want the pain and hurt and torment to go away and stop , and the flash backs to stop , and the images , pictures , and memories to go away , and in BC there isn't enough help resources or support for people with mental health issues or victims that have been subjected to trauma , and abuse through there life , and this is a problem I've talked about this before in a previous post but i want to share a few of the assaults I experienced in the past couple years , and what i went through for the past couple of years , and share some photos of the physical abuse I endured , and this isn't just 1 physical assault this is 4 assaults in a short amount a time , and I not only got physically abused but mentally , emotionally , verbally , and psychologically abused which is just as bad as physical abuse.

The first assault : I was choked to the point I blacked out , and lost my breath and almost stopped breathing , and my vision went black and I thought I was going to die I was lucky enough to kick this person off of me they had there hands wrapped around my neck on top me choking me to the point I swear if I didn't get this person off me I don't believe I would be here today I am going to share some photos as you can see in the photos this person was choking me so hard that you can see the persons nail marks where they were choking me , and you can see in the photos I was struggling to get this persons hands off that were tightly wrapped about my neck  they were squeezing so hard and when I tried to get there hands off my throat you can see defensive wounds on my hand : 

The Police seen the marks around my neck , and the defensive wounds on my hand , and blood, and what did the police do nothing!
They didn't take photos didn't take a report or go ahead with chargers i took these pictures my self the day it happened and then the next day i took the 3rd photo.

2nd Assault : So after getting away from the person that assaulted me I moved , and got assaulted again this person snuck up behind me and grabbed me threw me down to the ground , and smashed my phone on the ground , this person came out of no where it was unprovoked I ran into a room , and once again the police were called what did the 
police do nothing! 
3rd assault : It was unprovoked as well , and happened out of no where I got dragged by my hair down the hall , and punched in the face this one was really traumatic after already being assaulted 2 times before this 3rd assault. ( This assault someone had called police and the police did go ahead with pressing chargers )
4th assault : Was also unprovoked , and happened  in my home , and this happened not to long after i got assaulted the 3rd time I got pushed , grabbed , shoved , slammed into a door frame , and my head smashed off a door frame trying to get this person out my home.
I cant express enough those out there who have and are subjected to abuse document it take pictures write dates , and times down tell someone so god for bid something does happened to you at least you have pictures , names , dates , and times the police will not protect you , crown will not protect you , and the justice system will not do anything the police , crown and the justice system is like rolling dice sometimes they will help but 99.9% the time they do not want to put in the effort , time , or energy its to much work for them take it from someone that has been assaulted more then 4 times there are other assaults that have happen to me that I did not report to police  , and police were never called I think this is why a lot victims of abuse do not report assaults or any form or abuse or stalking or harassment to police because nothing gets done and in most cases it further pisses the abuser off nothing has changed and nothing will ever change this is why there are so many victims out there that live in silence because whats the point on calling the police? whats the point of having charges denied? or going to court? , and whats the point of having nothing done? but further pissing the abuser off your left to fend for your self and only you can protect your self no one else can the police can not and will not protect you , crown can not and will not protect you and the justice system sure the hell will not protect you.



Monday, 22 January 2018

Murdered By My Father (BBC Drama 2016)

Also another story i wanted to share a BBC Video :

Father Shahzad (Adeel Akhtar) is bringing up two children, Salma (Kiran Sonia Sawar) and Hassan (Reiss Jeram), alone. Teenager Salma has been promised to Haroon (Salman Akhtar) in an arranged marriage but she falls in love with Imi (Mawaan Rizwan). Following a confrontation with Haroon and with men from the community, Shahzad kills his daughter and kills him self.